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“Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?” I asked.
“I can’t”
“Why? You need to study at home?” I felt disappointment grabbing me.
“No… I am going to meet a friend…”
He was always like that. He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing. To him, I was just a girlfriend. The word ‘love’ only came out from my mouth. Since I knew him, I had never heard him say ‘I love you’ before. To us, there weren’t any anniversaries at all. He didn’t say anything from the first day and it continued till 100 days…200days… Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just hand me a doll, everyday, without fail. I don’t know why…
Then one day…
Me: Um, Jin, I …
Jin: What…don’t drag, just say..
Me: I love you.
Jin: ……you….um, just take this doll and go home.
That was how he ignored my ‘three words’ and handed me the doll. Then he disappeared, like he was running away. The dolls I received from him everyday, filled my room, one by one. There were many…
Then one day came, my 15th year old birthday. When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party with him, and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his call. But… lunch passed, dinner passed… and soon the sky was dark… he still didn’t call. It was already tiring to look at the phone anymore. Then around 2am in the morning, he suddenly called me and woke me from my sleep. He told me to come out of the house. Still, I felt joy and I ran out happily.
Me: Jin…
Jin: Here…take this…
Again, he handed me a little doll.
Me: What’s this?
Jin: I didn’t give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it to you now. I’m going home now, bye.
Me: Wait, wait! Do you know what today is?
Jin: Today? Huh?
I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my birthday. He turned around and walked away like nothing had happen.Then I shouted… “Wait…”
Jin: You have something to say?
Me: Tell me, tell me you love me…
Jin: What?!
Me: Tell me
I put my pathetic self behind and clung on to him. But he just said simple cold words and left.
“I don’t want to say…that I love someone so easily, if you are desperate to hear it, then find someone else.”
That was what he said. Then he ran off. My legs felt numb… and I collapsed to the ground. He didn’t want to say it easily… How could he…. I felt that… Maybe he is not the right guy for me…
After that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just crying. He didn’t call me, although I was waiting. He just continued handing me a little doll every morning outside my house. That’s how those dolls piled up in my room… everyday
I dah jatuh cinta or falling in love with si dia!
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kenapa dengan I nih? u tau tak… bile I bersama si dia I rase nak jew pandang si dia! I rse I nak dia je tak nak bende lain sudah! Wah hebat sungguh penangan si dia pada i! hari demi2 hari I jumpa si dia waktu pagi, waktu petang tak pown waktu malam! Bila dah selalu berjumpa I rasa macam bosan pulak ditambah pulak ada suatu hari tu subtopic si dia sangat tough ala topic Rigid body tuh lah… bila dah susah terus I tak nak jumpa dengan si dia Physicsku! Malam tuh I merajuk dengan Physics! I ta nak jumpa dia sebab topic yang tough gler tu lah!! Tapi bila I pikir2 balik nanti I kne jugak berdepan dengan dia di akhir sem satu ! jadi I bertekad untuk terus bersama dengan Physics dan cuba untuk memahami semua isi pembelajaran Physic! i love u Physics!geli2 sudah nih
p/s:Kan I dah cakap I falling in love dengan Physics!